oKay.
so i've been complaining a lot about journ right? haha. i know this should be the last template i use, since i complain about print journ so much.
yes i know, i've been changing my blogskins pretty frequently. but i guess i'm gonna be stuck on this one for quite some time. (=
anyway, i think this skin very much depicts what i'm going through at this very moment. in fact, I can't say i've found a better template that better describes my life at this point of time.
my wanting to be simple, my life being complicated with news, and news and more news? this is frustrating. haha. yes. i'm talking about having to write for the paper. i have no idea why i'm having such a hard time, since i kinda liked writing for trib in the first issue? maybe it's got to do with the management. i really, would not know.
i say, if there weren't so much complications within the management, things would have worked out fine. and currently, it seems like the blame is upon us, the writers. yes some may have handed in their stories pretty late, but what happens after that is really, not our problem, UNLESS the editor is fantastic and doesn't screw up everything and return to us late. If not. I don't see why we should be put to blame. Some times, it's really not our fault we can't get good stories.
look, some of us are taking 8 modules this semester. the way you're talking to us, it's like we only have looking for stories to worry about. and one person says this, another says something else. how can your points of view differ so vastly? i don't get it.
okay enough about the ranting. for journ.
i'm frustrated enough with that as it is, now i've to worry about advert too. advert is not that difficult to do lar. but who's been complaining we've been ill-treating them? someone. i know not who it is (maybe i do), but it's so frustrating when the whole group is trying our best, and isnt it obvious? why make things more difficult by complaining to others? do you actually believe they're listening to you? =/
sorry. i sound very harsh here. but i really don't feel good about this. i believe we've worked well together. we're the strongest group in the whole cohort la come on! get a grip on yourself. we'll have to pull through this thursday.
[edit] I'm currently listening to Fantasy Variations, totally reminds me of the time i went to the James Barnes concert where central band played this piece. and i totally melted at my horn tutor's (Zhong Qing) ultra impressive horn solo. so out of point. but felt like blogging it down. it's 6.17pm, Tuesday. I'm still in school, halfway done with a terribly irritating project. doubt I'd be done before 7.30pm. sob. [edit]
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it's been a super hectic week.
so many things to do, so little time to do it.
but i feel so satisfied, with my stuff all getting done. it's a good thing you know? to throw urself fully into work and do a good job. haha.
the Jade Oracle, we really rock. i have no idea how we named ourselves the Jade Oracle, but our ads are fantastic and thank God we've received good feedback lar! hahaha.
hmmm supposed to film yesterday. POOR REX.
i hope his wounds are healing now. while the whole group was waiting, Rex got into an accident, his bike skid. he fell. he still came to school to apologise to us and all lar! thanks rex. but super poor thing. and he was dressed up so nicely for the filming too.
well okay.. i miss val and yy and skye and sam lim.. haha suddenly.. the lims and one soh. HAHA. i miss u girls!
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my hammy is damn damn retarded.
but he's damn cute!! ahahahaha. ah well.
digressing a bit, some things just have to wait. it always takes two hands to clap in anything.
it's what we choose to do. no one can compel you to do anything. ya so just take your time..
hammy is damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha. my project is cute too. haha
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so.. hahaha
i've one thing to say to Ms Peee: THANKS AHHH
both truly and sarcastically. YOU KNOW WHY!
hahahaha.
i'm damn damn tired. i wish i dont have to come to school anymore. i need rest.
i'm excited. i'm gonna try two things out. one of the stuff, if it turns out well, i'll tell u guys in Sept. =D
those who know already..
shhhhhhhhhh okayyyy heh =D
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okay. so this has been an interesting week.
firstly. thanks david for helping to settle everything, and thanks for understanding.
so okay. last night was amazingly amusing. first time i'd met guo sheng, whom peee'd been telling me about for a long long time. i was having bad bad cramps yesterday. then i had a headache halfway. and i stayed on for band, didnt go for service or cell. then i followed the rest to dinner, then lastly to salvation army church to wait + rest while they had band prac there.
before the prac started, i realised my wallet was lost. ya. dropped in the bus. i immediately ran down to look for it, and tho i told guosheng not to bother, he still made that call to transitlink to let them know that if they see my wallet, they could call me.
and i really have to thank him for that. okay i already have.
so they really found my wallet. and i really found out how blessed i am. really. God blessed me with a wonderful group of friends who poured their dough out and BLESSED me with their dough, because i'd lost all of mine. thank you so so so so much!!!!! i love you guys... really do.
so went home after going to the place to collect it. mind u, i alighted at bukit timah, and the bus terminated at marina centre. and they still found it. God is GOOD!!!
yeaaa. today's fireworks was SPECTACULAR. i cannot use another word. tho national day's was better, i heard, but the French display was so romantic and bling bling!
glittery and all. so pretty~
and i had such a good time with all of them.. superb time watching, walking, waiting, eating, and singing! hahaha.
thanks everyone for making it a point to come today just to accompany me to watch the fireworks.. really thank you so much! i appreciate it!!! peee, leen, brian, sarah, motherlee, andrew, shin, han, beatrice.. thank you so so so so so so much, i love all of you, really really do!
i'm blessed...... (=
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ARGHHHh GAHHH!!! WAHHHHHH!!!!!!! TFOOOHWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA URGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
OMG YOU TWO FREAKING INCOMPETENT WORKERS!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS LAR!!!!!!! LIKE HELLO?!!! I'M NOT TALKING ABT UR CAPABILITIES OKAY! I KNOW FULL WELL THAT YOU'RE CAPABLE PEOPLE BUT YOUR FREAKING IRRESPONSIBILITY MAKES U DAMN BLOODY INCOMPETENT LAR I'VE SAID THIS ONCE AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN. U DARE ACT ALL BIG SHOT WHEN U DONT EVEN COME FOR BAND ?! CLUB, SLACK OFF, IS THAT ALL YOU KNOW HOW TO DO? THEN GIVE AN EXCUSE TO SHOW HOW FREAKING BUSY YOU ARE? LET ME POST U THIS QUESTION THEN: JUST HOW BUSY ARE YOU? THAT YOU HAVE TIME TO CHANGE YOUR BLOG SKIN EVERYDAY, MAKE THE BLOGSKINS, AND GO CLUBBING EVERY FEW NIGHTS? SO THAT'S YOUR PROJECT??????? AND YOU OTHER HALF, THINK THAT BY NOT PICKING UP OUR CALLS, YOU CAN ESCAPE?!!!
let me tell u how freaking pissed i am. omg. it's the worse i've seen lar. excuse me but if u think you're so damn busy, i tell u i'm busy till i only have the time to watch a movie in town after school and then go back home. that's like once or twice a month!! damn it. i'm still doing so much more work than u. hello?? committee. to be in the committee, yo actually have to be technically IN BAND? you're not ah.
how disappointing. and appalling. i am so so so so so so. urgh stressed. i wish i can just take a break. i'm so angry...
to the two people who read this. i think u should know who u are.
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this is the result of having a bratty lil tuition student - the demand on having type just ONE WORD - "HI".
cheap thrilled delusion, sarah jane. really. (=
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sometimes.. you have to learn that not everybody may be pleased..
sometimes.. you have to learn that not getting what you want may be part of the way of life..
sometimes.. you have to learn that some things you do are not appreciated.. no matter how good the intention.
sometimes.. you have to learn that not everything is mutual..
(excerpt from Jason Goh's blog)
I happen to find that paragraph interestingly true. Super emo, but please la. face it. the truth is disgusting sometimes. fortunately, there's always a way to overcome truth with truth. if only both parties are willing to make it happen. it's no point for one person to sit there wanting to clear some shite and the other party is acting nonchalant. oh guess what? the other party aint nonchalant.
the other party is just acting... acting..... behaving some disgusting stuffs. and in some cases like these, you can't help but stand aside and watch. because u can confidently pull yourself out of the picture already. the other party is happily lying to himself/herself. it's extremely sad.
okay. SARAH.. i met her for tuition today. that girl was SICK!!! and she didnt wanna go home, and she just took one pathetic panadol pill lar.
Anyways did our stuffs, redid one of her essays with her. HOPE U LEARNT SOMETHING AH PYJAMAS GIRL!!! HAHAHAHA. alright it was pretty funny. she managed to get on the bus instantly when we reached her bus stop. i had to walk on to cross the overhead bridge on my own. and walking up what seemed like a never-ending flight of stairs, i saw, to my horror, on the other side, that my bus had just zoomed past. i nearly wanted to faint.
i waited for another like 20 mins before the next freakin bus came lar! damn ridiculous.
okay now for the highlight. i was stalked on my way home, from bus 62. i never wanna take that bus at night already can. damn scary.. and i know the person was freaking tailing me lar. cos he suddenly stopped to pretend to look at grass AND THERE WAS NOTHING ON THE GRASS CAN!!!!!!! the moment i walked past him, he started walking again. and then i picked up pace, and i heard his footsteps getting quicker too. but i know how to protect myself lar. i walked/ran up to the place where there were more pple. then when i turned, he turned same direction, far behind me also cos i think he couldnt catch up or he realised there were too many pple. SCARY SHITE!!!
-cry-
i ran across that big road? then for the first time i thank God i saw ah bengs. dont ask me why. it was just a big relief. hahahaha.
i tricked sarah into walking to the web cam !! right, PJ girl???? hahaha. she looked like a baby lar. and she did damn retarded stuffs! hahaha. i could just see her and brian laughing profusely. hahahaha. madness!! what a night!
well okay that's all for now. WHY MUST I WRITE CRITIQUES. I DON LIKE TO WRITE CRITIQUES. I LIKE TO TALK ONLY. stupid..
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i wonder when you'll stop behaving like that. i just want peace. cant u just give me that. do u have to make things worse?
things are going fine now. u lead your life, i lead mine. we're friends. settled? doesnt that just make the world a better place? why say such stuffs and ruin things?
i just dont get it. i really dont. it seems like you're the one who's keeping stuffs. i'm not digging if u're not saying. just dont expect too much. if u think i'm gonna be stupid, i wont. it's up to u, the outcome. really it is.
so much for being there for one another. what a delusion. it's the ball back in your court.
oh btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING SISTER~~~~~~~~~~~ mUACKSSSS
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